Pinch Me…
At 5pm on February 6th, 2020, at the Urban Gallery, I opened the doors to Bottled Feelings The Exhibition and I became a gallery artist.
It’s a title that I never knew that I wanted, it was totally unplanned until last year when I felt like I needed to do more with my love of lettering. It was then I created a Kickstarter that was successfully funded and today, this month, my vision of a show dedicated to the beauty of hand lettering and the unburdening of bottled feelings came into existence and became a reality.
The Exhibit…
With over 50 hand lettered bottles of regrets, secrets, fear and failure, its hard not to relate to some of the messages that were submitted anonymously. So many of the feelings have stories behind their feelings and they are discovered by scanning a QR code or reading a booklet available on site.
The Crowd…
I am so thankful to each and every person that showed up that Thursday evening, even with the snowy roads 85+ people showed up when there was an excuse not to!
It was a true mix of family, friends, and industry friends that come from weddings, the handmade artisans and my amazing lettering enthusiasts and companions. It felt overwhelming sharing something I have been working on for months with others and I hope that they enjoyed and discovered something about themselves. So many said that they related to many of the Bottled Feelings on display and others mentioned it started meaningful and insightful conversations between each other.
Thankful…
I really dropped the ball that evening on ONE thing, and I think I will have regrets about it forever. I was supposed to give a speech that night, but because my daughter Melody arrived late that night, some of the people I wanted to thank had left already, and with the noise and disarray, I told myself “forget it”. Until now its still a frog in my throat of unsaid gratefulness that I will try to unburden here:
First and foremost I would like to thank Annie of Madison & Ella, the curator/planner of my exhibit, our initial meeting after I reached the Kickstarter goal, we hugged and jumped around in circles to our children delight, and started planning the second biggest moment of my career, the first, was the book launch party, which she also handled. They say that the heart is located in the chest between the lungs behind the sternum and above the diaphragm, but let me tell you Annie is 100% heart, from the top of her head to tips of her fingers. She gives it her all every time and you will never know how it feels to KNOW that everything will be thought of and handled with the utmost care. Annie, I thank you.
Second, Urban Gallery owners & curator, Calvin Hambrook, Wayne Abell, and Allen Shugar, I cannot thank them enough for guiding me through these unfamiliar waters of becoming a gallery artist. From day one your enthusiasm, kindness and stories have created a magical first experience for me and I will forever be grateful. Your patience, knowledge and advice was immeasurable when putting this exhibit together, so thank you.
Thirdly, my amazing friends that MADE the exhibit come to life, two KEY people, first, my graphics & vinyl provider, long time high school friend Jackie Chan of Modo Design Inc., who spent hours installing decals and lettering onto the walls of the Urban Gallery. My vision could not have been brought to life without his skill and handiwork and generosity with his materials and time. To me he is the greatest Jackie Chan that ever existed, thank you! And then we have Rabina Kumar of NextGen Displays with her amazing acrylic plinths, card boxes and laser cut plaque. Her creativity with her medium, acrylic is unmatched and her work ethics, willingness to help, and generosity will take her to high, high, places, this I am sure. Thank you Rabina!
Lastly my family, especially my husband Tan and daughter Melody. I am not quite sure how I got so fortunate to have such a supportive spouse and patient daughter. They allow my creativity to take over the entire house, leaving a trail of pens and scribbles, piles of dirty dishes and unfolded laundry and they love me just the same. I was focused so hard on something I was building that I didn’t realize that other things were crumbling around me, i’m thankful that I have a partner that is sweeps up the mess behind me, that is true unwavering love. To my daughter Melody who supported my exhibit through a donation via the Tooth Fairy, it brings tears to my eyes that you wanted so badly to support Bottled Feelings you used an imaginary character to do so. I hope I made you and the Tooth Fairy proud and I love you.
Bottled Feelings In the Media:
I have some video, photographs and audio to promote the exhibit below, I hope they give a good insight into the exhibit and me as the artist. Thank you for all your support in this new journey as an artist!
Thank you Phoenix Devereux for creating this beautiful video about the exhibit, your prompts and patience really paid off and I love the video! Click the photo below to watch the video: